Loneliness

Loneliness has got to be one of the worst feelings in the world. Feeling like you don't have anyone around you that cares for you. All by yourself. At this moment, I'm the only one at my house. I'll admit, I am a little lonely right now. My house is too quiet. It's just me and the furniture. I think that there are different types of lonely. One of them is when you feel like it's just you. You don't have any friends to lean on for support through something, or no family close by. The second kind of lonely is when you feel like you don't have that special someone that cares about you. I have felt both of these in my life. It's not fun. Both of them are hard to get through. And I have. I have a very close group of friends and family that would do anything for me. They are wonderful people that I trust with my life. As for the other loneliness, it's a tough one for most people. It was hard for me, and still is sometimes. I want to know that there is a guy out there for me that will love me for who I am. I think most of us want something like that. One day I was feeling pretty down and out, when a voice said something that pretty much slapped me in the face. "You are 17. You have your whole life ahead of you. Your time will come. Don't worry about it." In that moment, it stopped bothering me. I'm ok with the fact that I've never been on a date. Yes, it's true. It will happen when it happens and that's alright with me.