Teaching

When you go through a trial, a lot of times people ask you what God is trying to teach you. As I look back on this year, I can honestly say that it's been the hardest year of my life so far. I've been through many trials and it hasn't been easy, but God has taught me quite a few things.

One thing God has taught me about is change. I can't stand change. I like things to remain constant and steady. And yet, in the past year, I've started college twice. It's one thing to start school; it's an entirely different game when you leave a place that gave you strong community, deep friendships, and a re-ignited faith and come to a new place. Having to basically start over; adjust, find classes, meet people. I'll be honest: it's extremely hard. I miss h2o so much. I know some of you read my blog who are a part of h2o. I will never be able to thank you guys for what you have done and continue to do for me. God brought me to Mount Vernon for a reason. I might not know what that reason is yet, but I do know that coming here was the right decision. God has really been showing me how to cope with change by showing me things that are still constant in my life. They will never change.

1. Him: God was and is and is to come. He will never leave me. Last night I prayed for God to show me His love. This morning in chapel I was having a hard time. We had extended worship time for prayer and communion, and the band started playing How He Loves Us. I don't know how to explain it, but I knew that God was there with me in that moment. I just, felt it.

2. My faith: This is one part of my life that will never be shaken. I know what I believe in and I will always stand firm in it. Simple as that.

3. My family: You know that your family loves you when they all surround you in a giant hug. I have such wonderful support from my family. My parents have helped me so much and will always be there for me.